REDHEADS DO IT BETTER

I´m a redhead now!






Got tired of all that dull brownish hair. I love the red.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

Black striped shirt (green/white/black), black hoodie, black jeans.

Going to Mat och Prat (Food and Talk) http://www.matoprat.se/with T for lunch today and I´m having the foccacia - YUM - and T will probably have the tortellini - YUM - and will run some workrelated errands. Good times. :)


Btw, couldnt do my nails this weekend...she got sick. :(

SCRATCH MY BACK AND I WILL SCRATCH YOURS

Getting my nails done tomorrow, french manicure and sqaurecut nails. Getting it for half off aswell, since its done at home. I can´t wait! Will also entertain my brother, and watch a movie or two since my parents are in Gothenburg.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY...BASICALLY

Wearing this combo, exept for the shirt (see below). Going out with the girls for lunch today at Olivers, http://www.olivers.mu/. Lovely food.




Wub, Ryan:

MY LOVE

I love you!



...I just talked to my dad. He is feeling very well and had gone to the bathroom and peed, lol. You might think this is a strange conversation to havw with your dad but since his kidneys stopped functioning for three years, so did the peeing (due to dialsys) so that was quite a big event. He had gotten some painkillers at 12 last night but nothing this morning. He didnt feel any pain (what?). He is so funny. He was making jokes and in a really good mood, said he was coming to work with me, hah. He had been up and walked around the room already and now the round was doing his room so we had to hang up. Anyways, the surgery went well and he is expected to be home again in 10 days.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

T-shirt with print "Vintage" and skull, Vero Moda. Necklace, Indiska. Bolerojacket, Åhlens. Jeans Kappahl, shoes bought in the US.

VIDEO OF THE DAY

Blindside - Pitiful

As I recall when my stomach turned
and I was hiding away from myself
away from you
like nothing or something was terribly wrong
and I admit that I was only waiting for the right time (right time)
right moment for you to look away
though you never did I pretended for a while
so I could walk where I don't belong

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I soon be dead
pitiful so pitiful

but I know as they hammered those nails
into your beautiful hands
your eyes they tried to search for mine
but I look away
now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still afraid of them piercin'
you break into my prison
just pretended for a while
my soul is sad and I walk away

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I soon be dead
pitiful so pitiful

pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
so pitiful

and I remember every word you said
but this time I won't look away
and I remember every word you said
and this time I won't look away

and I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I soon be dead
pitiful so pitiful

and I remember every word you said (pitiful)
come back in time come back (pitiful)
and I remember I was too beaten (pitiful)
pitiful so pitiful

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

Blue denimdress from Indiska.

...and these lovelies.

Evidenly I´m now in the heelmafia at work or something, overheard people talk. They were joking though so no hard feelings! I´m a mobster!

DREAMS COME TRUE

I was going to post about something entirely diffrent today but it turns out my dad is getting a kidney today and I everythingelse is a blur. Its unreal. I can´t belive it somehow. It´s like my dream yesterday when I went to the hairsalon (hah), fell alsleep and woke up with greenblueish hair, shaved on one side and sort of a mullet on top - and I quite liked it. Somehow my face had turned into Gisele Blumchens while sleeping (its not called beautysleep for nothing!) and I didnt seem to mind! ...this idea of my dad getting well feels similar to that dream anyways, since I´m waiting to wake up. But its real I have to remind myself. This is the happiest Ive felt in forever.
I´m so happy I want to cry.

Celebrating with sushi today. Leaving for Kois Sushi in 10 mins. http://www.koji.se/

Yum!

...and Ive have a crush on Mr Gosling after watching the Notebook this weekend, although it´s completely fictional.

...though this photo is real. ;)

HAPPY EASTER

Luke and I are heading north today, going skiing and hopefully will be getting some lovely weather. Back to work on tuesday.

Photos from this easter (taken at our summerhouse, also used in the winter. Luke, my mom, dad and I).

OUTFIT OF THE DAY...BASICALLY

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

DINNER FOR THREE TODAY...LOVELY!

Today I had lunch with James Van Der Beek...
...and Chris Daughtry!



Not everyday you can say that! After a text from boss late last night I headed out to the seminar after all today. 30 men, 2 women and I. It was rather good, got to mingle some and I learned some. Success.



(or well, they look ALOT like them, heh).

Chris woke up last night at 4:30 and asked if there was an earthquake. I was like: I didn´t feel a thing, hah. He: It sure was something. I dunno.

Earthquake, here??

YAY

Thats all I want to give away.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

Black jeans Cheap Monday, black top with flounce Bik Bok, brown boots Din Sko.


Today.
Cloudy day today, snows a bit...been working all day, rewriting documents and such. Luke is coming tonight...can´t get any better. I miss him so much!

Got alot of things done at home last night and I´m pretty proud. Forgot to go to my landlord though to change the wallpaper in my kitchen - instead I had lunch with a coworker. Hm, I knew there was something I had forgotten. At least my new chairs are in the works, hopefully I can get them sorted this week (before easter when we are going skiing!).

Tomorrow all of the coworkers are heading out to a seminar but I think T and I will hold down the fort. Sadly we will miss out on some (funny) people though, but hopefully they will stop by the office before it starts.

Just one glance, lol.

JUST ONE GLANCE

The little things you do to me
are taking me over
I wanna show ya
everything inside of me
all like a nervous heartache
this crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Back up back up
take another chance
don't ya mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be better off
better off
sittin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy


and everytime you notice me
by holding me closely and
saying sweet things
i dont believe that it could be you speaking in your mind and
saying the real thing
my feet have broke free
and im leaving
im not going to stand here feeling lonely
but i dont regret it
and i dont think it was just a waste of time

Back up back up
take another chance
don't ya mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be
better off better off
sleepin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy

Dont just leave me hanging on
Dont just leave me hanging on

The little things you do to me
are taking me over
I wanna show ya
everything inside of me
all like a nervous heartache
this crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Dont just leave me hanging on

Back up back up
take another chance
don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be
better off better off
sleepin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy

dont just leave me hanging on
dont just leave me hanging on

dont just leave me hanging on
youre driving me crazy)
dont just leave me hanging on
youre driving me crazy)
dont just leave me hanging on
you driving me crazy)

PERFECTION IS NEVER FAR AWAY

July 04, 2007.


Gone
Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking.
Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking.
I'm sinking.

Pull me up.

Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor, I say I thought you would be home.
You said you never would be gone. Every time I see the light not burning on the porch, I say I thought you would be home.

Y ou said you never would be gone, But you are. You are.
Feeling overwhelmed, I take a dive.
To a once overfilled but now empty place to hide.
The day you turned on me is the day I died, And I've forgotten what it's like,
And how it feels to be alive.
Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor, I say I thought you would be home.
You said you never would be gone.
Every time I see the light not burning on the porch, I say I thought you would be home.
You said you never would be gone.

Reach up to the sky.
When nothing seems to go right,
When nothing seems to go right for me.
Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor. I say I thought you would be home.
You said you never would be gone.
Everytime I see the light not burning on the porch, I say I thought you would be home.
You never would be gone. I thought you would be home.

You said you never would be gone. But you are.

WANT

How come you always want things you can´t have?

MC DREAMY?

I have the wierdest dreams. I dream about wolves coming to my doorstep with cut off heads, going to the videostore and picking out movies, random stuff...tonight was no diffrent.

I was at a sportscenter at night, and I was looking for my way to a room where I heard music (in the distance). There I meet Chris Daughtry and I´m like: Hey man, long time no see! (heh).

So he puts this backstagepass around my neck and what seems to be his homekeys (I dont think this is strange for one second, hah). I say thanks and I´m on my way. So with my pass I try to sneak behind the guards and the line, just showing my pass but no can do. It turns out to be a pass to some other show and I´m not even let in.

Later I talked to Chris and he was surprised to say the least.



- They didnt let you in? Bastards! haha

By then my alarm went off and I didnt get a closing chapter to this story...I wonder what would have happend next.


Tonight I´m sleeping here:

http://www.friibergh.se/

...to be continued, heh.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY

Monday.

I´m wearing something similar, my sweather is purple though and heels black.

ICE ICE BABY!

I just feel smack down on my butt on ice covered with water. I was jumping over a puddle and slipped. I´m not liking this weather. Especially since last night we had a snowstorm and today its warm again. Now my hands hurt and Ive to attend a very important meeting in an hour with a huge stain on the entire backside. Marvellous.

Tomorrow I´m southbound...thankfully.

FOR ME?!

When I got home from a relaxing weekend at my parents, I saw a parcel on my doorstep covered in snow. I took it in, opened it and thought it must be some laim attempt to get me to buy something but realized someone - J - had sent some tasty chochlates for me (!). Wow, that was the best present for this sunday that is covered in snow and outside its windy and the snow seems to cover every inch of everything. I´m gonna make some tea, slip under the covers and watch Greys anatomy - and eat some chocholate. Yum!





Thank you! <3

FRIDAY, THANK GOD!

I´ve lost that lovely feeling...of actually functioning like an normal human beeing. Ive lost all my energy, might have been somewhere along the way of beeing stressed out for weeks.
Bleh, thank god it´s friday!

Right now as I´m sitting in my office, overlooking another officebuilding where the sun hits the black rooftile and the blue sky hoovers over I´m reminded how lovely summer is. It can´t get here soon enough.



The future then? I´m not to sure about that one...at the moment I´m taking one day at a time.

GONE

Will be gone for a couple of days, businesstrip.

OUTFIT OF THE DAY...BASICALLY

70-ies jeans from Vero Moda, white top Gina Tricot, black necklace Åhlens, black shoes, bought abroad (US).

UNDER THE WEATHER

I´m not feeling well, quisy...